Yet another disappointment

Well Here I am in my special place writing. Have you ever been disappointed in someones actions and not been able to tell them. Because when it all comes down to it you seem to care more about their feelings than they do about yours. Well that's the case here.
I have a very special someone in my life. I really care what he thinks and I listen to everything he has to say. In other words I believe him fully with no doubt. He always tells me that he would never do anything to hurt me. And he tells me he hates more than any thing to disappoint me. Well in fact he has disappointed me many times and has hurt my feelings many times. I just keep on believing in him. Why I don't really know other than I do love him. Hey you if you ever get smart enough to find your way over here to this place. The promise that you would read my other blog religiously. Well you have been gone for what two weeks going on three. You haven't so much as stopped in and said BOO! Was that a lie? Was all those things you told me on the phone about how great it was just a line to feed me? Well thanks for keeping your word. I guess you are just to busy with your day to day to just stop in and say hello. Thanks for being my best friend.